Thursday, December 1, 2011

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If you could go back and change one day in your life, what would you change and why? (Santa Clara University)

If I could go back in time and change a day in my life, I would go back to the day that I had a dance with a girl whom I have the affection for. It was not long since I started liking this person, but I like her a lot anyway. I really enjoyed that day, I would say that it was one of the few days in my life that I feel extremely happy and smiled a lot. I thought it went well, but I did not do what I wanted to do because I just felt that I would hear something I did not want to hear. After that day, things between me and that person get really awkward, though I did not know how. If I could change something that night, I would ask her if she wants to out with me or not.

I would have changed many things. First of all, I would not be feeling the way I am feeling right now; I feel like a mess and an extremely dumb person because I did not take my chance. I would not be doing a lot of thinking about it like what I do now; every time there is a silent moment, long or short, I would start thinking about it and lose concentration on what I am doing at the moment. I would not have any if-questions because those if-questions started from the answer that I will get and how I would feel after hearing the answer and so on.

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